Deep thinking feels l like falling into a well of chaos. I resist deep thinking. Pains my brain. I love being spontaneous. Funny because I have control issues. As an accountant where debits always equaled credits, I find myself wanting to simplify problems. I’m a master declutterer—no unread e-mails, no lingering  voice messages or left over texts. No paperwork-all my activity from writing to taxes to savings and disbursements-all on line. Storing information on the cloud. Instant defragmentation. Beautifully wiped clean and organized. Nothin seemingly deep-Giving creative juices free reign to gobble up with spontaneity.